FINALLY, Kodak is in the camera phone game - Kmobile is here! http://www.kmobile.com

It's Ofoto but for your phone pics. Last week (just using old fashioned Ofoto upload), I printed a few 4x6 prints of pics I took with my camera phone. All were a bit too pixelated for my taste, but the one I took of my sis and Mya, in bright, bright sunlight, that I printed wallet size, came out pretty damn good.

Here's link to my first album:
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Sorry no blogs of late, I just don't have the energy. I'm drained from all the terrible thoughts in my mind and I cannot turn them off. I didn't expect the anniversary to have such a profound effect on me, I didn't think things could get worse. I was wrong.

I used to wonder how anyone could commit suicide (no, I'm not suicidal, I'm just making a point)... I used to think... just move away, change your life, it can always get better. Silly, naive me. Now I know, no matter where you go, you can't escape your thoughts.

Was in LA last week... mix a fragile emotional state with the opportunity to eat food-you-can't-get-at-home and top it all off with the fact that it's on the company tab, and you, my friend, have a climate ripe for complete gluttony.

A sampling of what I ate:
Banana Berry @ Jamba Juice
Double Double w/fries @ In-n-Out burger
homebaked mac & cheese (twice) @ Lola's
Gnocchi @ Ago

all worth every calorie...

When Mom went in to the hospital, she was VERY scared and thought she was going to die. We told her not to talk crazy. I wish I'd let her talk about it. I wish I'd said...

What kind of flowers do you want on your grave?

What should we do on your birthday?

If you can see me from heaven, try to let me know.

I know you don't want me to be sad, but I love you more than anything in this world and I will think of you and miss you every day for the rest of my life.