Monday, October 13, 2003

Sorry no blogs of late, I just don't have the energy. I'm drained from all the terrible thoughts in my mind and I cannot turn them off. I didn't expect the anniversary to have such a profound effect on me, I didn't think things could get worse. I was wrong.

I used to wonder how anyone could commit suicide (no, I'm not suicidal, I'm just making a point)... I used to think... just move away, change your life, it can always get better. Silly, naive me. Now I know, no matter where you go, you can't escape your thoughts.

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